I'm just a little emotional right now...

The day I wathced Tamara go back home was one of the saddest days of my life.
As I watched her walk up the stairs that led to her terminal, her back to my face, my heart sunk in a sea of heartbreak and sadness. I so longed to hold her again and tell her that it was all going to be okay as she looked at me, with her eyes full of hope, her smile filled with joy, her hands filled with luggage. It killed me so to see her like this. I can't begin to express the pain that we both felt on this day.
Just kidding! But seriously, it sucked.
I was just being dramatic!
I think we have a good month before we get to see each other again.
Hopefully it wont be miserable! I guess we'll see!
It hasn't been too bad so far. I've been without her a full 30 minutes and I'm doing pretty good!
haha! Just kidding again!
This weekend, on a scale of Failure and Success was without a doubt a Succession!
I enjoyed every minute of it!
I'm sure she would tell you the same, except for the part where she got locked out of her room one night and had to sleep up in my car until morning.
I don't imagine that was the best.
You can ask her how she felt.